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one by one it consumes me.
I want to break so badly,
want to set it off,
lay back,
enjoy the hour.

step by step I fall into pieces.
I want to vomit right now,
want to rid myself off it,
lay me down,
and hide.

little by little darkness sets in.
I want it to isolate me,
take the pressure off,
and wither away.

day by day the fog gets thicker.
I want to get some sleep,
breathe in,
and out again.

minute by minute I crave it more.
I want to be free,
but I know,
I remain captured.

hour by hour it grabs me tighter.
I want to control the monster,
or just run,
and die.

second by second I crave a little more.
I want to stay awake,
but the cold,
it just hits me.

and I explode.

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