6

fluorescence without a care

Like a crescent-shaped flower it’s blossoming,

from the earth it develops,

it’s leafs up to the heaven

lucky who feels it and destiny is a friend,

the soft touch of glistening light and thunder,

like a hollow it’s miles apart,

only to reach heaven the wishful reality covers the truth,

where once was light,

now emptiness rules,

elijah comes along,

the truth keeps forgetting,

apart and into eternity.

5

Bit by Bit

Bit by bit it consumes me.
I want to lose myself so badly,
want to set it off,
lay back,
enjoy the whirl of emotions.

Night by night I fall into pieces.
I want to cleanse myself right now,
want to rid myself of it,
lay me down,
and cry .

Hour by hour darkness sets in.
I want it to take me,
take the edge off,
and wither away.

Smoke by smoke the fog gets thicker.
I want to get some air,
breathe in,
and never out.

Drink by drink I want it more.
I want to be fucked,
but I know,
I remain unloved.

Client by client it grabs me tighter.
I want to sate the monster,
or just die,
and never have to do this work again.

Fuck by fuck I do die a little more.
I want to be loved,
but the sex,
it just lies to me.

and I remain on the street corner.

4

Life without a Friend

Like an arrow through the heart it’s killing me,
From dawn ‘til dusk it hurts,
it’s always up to me
As to who knows it and destiny is that no one know,
the bitter touch of me and my life,
like a rusted machine it’s falling apart,
only to never reach heaven
the cold haze of reality covers the dream,
where once I knew love,
now loneliness rules,
and pain comes along,
the knife’s truth keeps tearing me
apart and into destruction.

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3

break by break

break by break it consumes me.

I want to vomit so badly,

want to set it off,

lay back,

enjoy the crave.

binge by binge I fall into pieces.

I want to die right now,

want to rid myself off it,

lay me down,

and cry.

crave by crave darkness sets in.

I want it to break me,

take the hate off,

and wither away.

scream by scream the fog gets thicker.

I want to get some control,

breathe in,

and explode.

hit by hit I hate it more.

I want to be free,

but I know,

I remain isolated.

hour by hour I grabs me tighter.

I want to cut the monster,

or just run,

and hide.

word by word I hate a little more.

I want to break,

but the pressure,

it just controls me.

and I die.

2

day by day

day by day it consumes me.
I want to break so badly,
want to set it off,

lay back,

enjoy the darkness.

day by day I fall into pieces.
I want to scream right now,
want to rid myself off it,
lay me down,
and cry.

day by day darkness sets in.
I want it to cover me,
take the heat off,
and wither away.

day by day the fog gets thicker.
I want to get some relief,
breathe in,
and fade away.

day by day I want it more.
I want to be invisible,
but I know,
I remain present.

day by day it grabs me tighter.
I want to kill the monster,
or just lock it up,
and throw it away.

day by day I die a little more.
I want to feel free,
but the chains a tight,
it just me.

and I am weak.

(p.s.: to the one who sent me the poem, yes, you understood it the right way!)

1

one by one it consumes me.
I want to break so badly,
want to set it off,
lay back,
enjoy the hour.

step by step I fall into pieces.
I want to vomit right now,
want to rid myself off it,
lay me down,
and hide.

little by little darkness sets in.
I want it to isolate me,
take the pressure off,
and wither away.

day by day the fog gets thicker.
I want to get some sleep,
breathe in,
and out again.

minute by minute I crave it more.
I want to be free,
but I know,
I remain captured.

hour by hour it grabs me tighter.
I want to control the monster,
or just run,
and die.

second by second I crave a little more.
I want to stay awake,
but the cold,
it just hits me.

and I explode.

welcome

Hi there.

so, this is my new project, it’s called vacancy Poem and if you want to know more about it, just look through the pages, and if you like it, feel free to participate.

and also, this is the blog where I’ll publish the poem’s that people send to me.

b.c.